It was 14 /12/11 .. My big sister came home from Asrama after her SPM.  We headed to Pakchik’s house to visit our atuk. My mother was talking to atuk and realized that he was not feeling well. His speech was blurred.

I heard my mom asked, “kenapa ayah cakap macam tu ? “.  Then my atuk said that his cough was getting worst. My mom later asked my father to come and see him.. As we were leaving, my mom decided to  leave behind my elder brother to stay with atuk and waited for dad to come and  took Atuk to the clinic …

When my dad finally took atuk to the hospital, his health was worsening and doctors at Serdang Hospital confirmed that atuk actually had another round of the stroke attack !

15/12/11 , Thursday – he was warded. I cannot went in to visit because of the hospital policies and only on weekends I may go and visit. I was also asked to do  babysitting  for my cousin …  I was sad for not able to go and visit

Then the next day 16/12/11 , friday ….  my mom managed to bring  me and my sis ( Syaza ) in to see our dear atuk for 15 minutes…. there were  so many wires and my tears rolled down my cheek seeing atuk so sickly

Saturday was another day in hospital with atuk.  In my heart and solat, I asked Allah to forgive my datuk and spared him mercy. I know atuk has been sick and doa for the best.

As Sunday came, atuk’s condition had worsen. We hang on to hopes. All of our family members were with him the entire day.  And as Asar approached, I know in my heart he will not make it ….

Atuk menghembuskan nafas yang terakhir di sisi semua family at 6.55 pm on 18 December 2011. I just cried and cried as I  now will not see atuk ever again.

Al – Fatihah atuk InsyaAllah, Kita jumpa lagi di sana ya ! tunggu Sarah  tok !